Thursday, July 12, 2007

Feel the Shift?

There are beliefs that I hold as true that cannot be... proven... things that are not tangible... things of instinct, of intuition.

When things happen in a way that is incongruent with those beliefs I hold so close, it generates questions huh? Self doubt bubbles a little and I question my perceptions.

It was so nice talking like that, a little like we used to, though with some tentativeness understandably.

You do seem to have an element of contentedness about you. It makes me smile. All I ever wanted for you was that - contentment.

You were wrong. I think you know it now. No such thing as a 'clean break', not when we risked like we did, not with depth like that.

I felt you missing me, what I brought to your life. I know you felt me missing you. Just friends missing what we provided for each other.

Closed doors can reopen. Maybe still a little connected after all this time huh? I knew you were a permanent touch way back when. Maybe I'm 'in' you more than you were willing to admit or perhaps just more than you realized.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I still say he's a dumbass

miss you

write!!! will ya?

9:59 AM  
Blogger Lestat said...

Diamonds and rust.

I like your writing. Wish there was more of it. But I think you're like me -- writing just when the words refuse to stay inside any longer.

9:44 AM  

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