I am not certain...

... of what I meant to you - what I mean to you.

I was shocked when I saw you'd called. Bewildered at the text messages.

I've wanted you to call, wanted to know how you're doing, reconnect a bit like friends do.

I've missed what we shared...

the laughing
the playfulness
how I escaped the weight of my life then
the dancing
being out of my comfort zone
and last but most certainly not least
the sex
damn


I've questioned so much - my ability to perceive clearly, my instinct and intuition, even my judgement.

Maybe, just maybe - I was bang on afterall.

Guess we'll see.