Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sexual Intoxication

... is a powerful state huh? It's that place where you completely come undone and your lust becomes more important than all the things we have learned about what is appropriate, reasonable, moral... more important than all the skills we have developed to hold back our desires in order to attain social acceptability.

Undone... is a wonderful place. Hungry, primal, exposed.... uh huh.... I've been there. I like it. I want to go there again... .and again... and again....

Nine Inch Nails understands this huh?

Closer - by Nine Inch Nails

you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you

help me
i broke apart my insides
help me
i've got no soul to sell
help me
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

i want to fuck you like an animal
i want to feel you from the inside
i want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything

help me
tear down my reason
help me
it's your sex i can smell
help me
you make me perfect
help me think of somebody else

i want to fuck you like an animal
i want to feel you from the inside
i want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees
i drink the honey from inside your hive
you are the reason i stay alive

3 Comments:

Blogger Edge said...

and of course intoxication can be addictive, no? I've long had the addiction to that which is unleashed and far, farther than what's "appropriate". Sprinkled on top with some forbidden and the occasional flirtation with that which is taboo. The flash of burning hot.

4:42 AM  
Blogger Lestat said...

Yes I know that place. I think I could list all the times I've been there and tell you exactly how it happened ....

5:52 PM  
Anonymous Garrett said...

Your writing here taught me about undone.

5:41 PM  

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